the following entry was done up days ago.

we must learn to adapt to situations
and not waiting for situations to adapt us
we have feelings, situations dont.


tht is what i learn last night from dar.
i found it true enough for me to agree
and i found no reason for me to object this saying

like what fate said, she sick n tired.
me too.. i am sick and tired.
just a piece of crap.

let's make the situation abit more clearer
a shoplifter came into the shop and started stealing things from you.
you caught him/her red-handed so you brought him/her to your manager
but somehow ur manager left the shoplifter flee away just like tht.

in short, the one who commited the wrong never has his or her punishment done.
and in layman's term, there is no justice.

maybe i just hav to wait.
all i can do now is WAIT.


like i told him before,
i used to be tht eager to go back and work
but now, things just changes
is not as if i am sick and tired of the work
but the surroundings.

at work, i had a lil chat with thomas.
i nearly express out what i hate about this thing happening

i even told dar how much i miss the after-work situation tht night.
him and sher kicking the ball to each other while me and shenzhi watched them
tht is the past.
i really miss the old past.
thinking of it will eventually drive us no where.
what;s the point?

there used to be peace.
now all i see is "blood-shedding scene"
words covered with blood.
you really dont know who is really treating you good or who is actually at the back giving you a slap.
obviously the only few i trust seems to be the only few i always happily working with.

sometimes, i duno why.
one of this close colleage i am working with seems to be engrossed with what those boot-licking people are to.
i had warned her abt this.
i hope she know what i am driving at
sad*


i dun like playing the role as playing along with the crowd.
cus i koe i had my own part to do.
i have my own stand and i koe who is the right one to mess with
and who r the black sheep of the family who in turn had their face plastered up infront of you

i will have to say "licking boots of others" is their talent.
staying loyal to those who they lick on, is just a few words they hang around their mouth


i still rmb the post i wrote on 29/9.
the ending is the one i love most.
i simply adore them.
them. and only them had eventually lighten up my days in Muji.
i love them.
maybe dar is right, i shud't hold on.
situations wouldn change. tht time had gone by.
i am glad tht i still have some of them. (: